lemon and lavendar lotion

my hands smell like lemon. any ideas why? um... lemme think...
i'm upset. i didn't find a single thing in monsey. then again monsey is expensive. but maybe G-D is sending me subliminal messages not to buy clothes. of course it's really not sublmininal if it's obvious is it?
subliminal messages freak me out. as does boruch's freaky skeleton hand. ugh.